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People are tired, frustrated, bored or discouraged. You can see it, hear it, feel it. What’s more, you might be one of those people. We all are at some point.

And I think I know why:

Because we measure our contentment by today’s work. We live short-sighted lives–living for today or maybe next week, (until our kids are in college?) but not much beyond there. We make near-sighted decisions and near-sighted excuses then wonder why we’re left unfulfilled.

We chase success but significance eludes us. And it’s significance we really want.

The problem with my perspective is that I’m too now-focused, raising my little large family, looking at today’s trouble, today’s messes and today’s frustrations.

There’s one slight change of thinking that drastically changes the way I live–the way I parent and the way I love my husband and the way I love those around me:

What I need to know (and remember) is that I’m not raising a family. I’m raising a nation. There’s a whole generation underneath that spaghetti-smeared face.

“Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit…” Matthew 28:19

Yes, making disciples includes our children especially, with our sincerest efforts, praying and trusting the Lord, thanking him for the opportunity to raise “godly offspring”, for tender olive shoots around our table, for the children of our youth who will grow up to speak with our enemies in the gates.

Because these our children, our family, will multiply through the coming years, thousands upon thousands, bringing glory and honor to their Creator, or shame and disgrace. We work with all our might to infuse them with the Gospel, to imitate Christ as we walk and disciple them, and to nurture them in the admonition of the Lord. And, we trust with all our might that God’s grace will save them and keep them.

Living beyond today is fleshing out Christ’s command to not collect treasures on earth but in Heaven.

Life. Changer.

And as a mom-of-many, keeping long-term vision sure gives strength to my days.

I love reading about influential people who were born in large families, especially the further down the line they are. It reminds me of the importance of having long-term vision.

I was reading about Zig Ziglar. He was a life-changer, and quite literally a world-changer.

Ziglar was the 10th child of 12 children. (As a side note, his father died when he was 6, his younger sister died shortly after, and his mother was left alone to raise her remaining 11 children.)

In our day, Ziglar probably wouldn’t have been born. That many kids is too much work, money and time. But the world should be so grateful that his mother was willing to do the work, to look ahead, to sacrifice today’s comforts for tomorrow’s blessing.

Not only Ziglar, but we have a host of world-changers who were born after the “acceptable number of children quota” when the work is just too much.

Once upon a time parents had a baby, looked into that baby’s face and saw the future. They knew they were staring at a grave responsibility, but a noble one–a potential human being who would add value to their family, their community and to the world. They were looking into the face of tomorrow–a new generation.

A far-sighted view of life gave children worth, and raising them was an investment rather than a liability. They knew it would be hard, but they weren’t in it for them, for the moment.

There was a time when having children wasn’t about personal fulfillment but about storing up treasures in Heaven and living for something bigger. People lived for the future, all the way into eternity, where Heaven will include every child we bring to the foot of the Cross.

Living like that changed the world.

“Dear God, make me a life-changer.”

“…be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord your labor is not in vain.” 1 Corinthians 15:58

We view children backwards.  Jesus’ disciples did too…

“Jesus, tell them to take their children away–they’re interfering.” (paraphrased, of course).

Jesus said, “Do not forbid the children to come unto me for of such is the Kingdom of Heaven.”

And in other places He said, “Unless you humble yourselves and become as one of these little children, you will not see the Kingdom of God.”

And of course, “Children are an heritage from the Lord”…”a gift”…”a blessing”…”Blessed is the man whose quiver is full.”

Contrast this with our modern day responses to children:

“I have my hands full–no more children!”

“I can’t afford anymore children.”

“I don’t have the patience.”

“We won’t be having anymore–we “fixed” that. (Don’t you know how to?)”

Stop here: this is not a post about why/if people should use birth control. Relax.

It’s a probe into our heart’s attitude toward children.  Loving comments about children are seldom heard by a family with more than 2 or 3.  It’s not people’s use of birth control that bothers me.  It’s the assumption that everyone should be using it just because it’s there. It’s the unwelcoming of number 3, as if that child was a sickness or tragedy.  And believe me, I know as well as anyone the general consensus. It’s NOT neutral.

The above quotes, so commonly spoken, are about “ME.”  We mostly (as a culture) make decisions about whether to have a child, or how many to have based on what we want. Will it change our standard of living?  What will be best for our reputation? How easy will it be to vacation? Will I get more stretch marks? Can we afford daycare? Will I have to quit my job?  Almost always, we think of children as another liability to our lives. Or, occasionally as an asset: whether we can make them into something successful–our trophies, if you will. Either way, we usually look at them in terms of how they will change our lives outwardly.

As a mother of almost 8 11, it has finally occurred to me that the children God gives me have so much more to do with revealing Himself to me and making me more fit for His purposes. (Isn’t that God’s plan with everything in our lives?  “I am the Potter, you are the clay.”)  It’s really not about how cute they look dressed up in white linen, or whether they grow up to play Beethoven well.  Those things are wonderful–perks, even, but I believe children are really given to us to change us and make us more like the Giver Himself.

Things God is teaching me through my children:

• Forgive quickly–never hold grudges.
• There is a lot to smile about.
• Don’t let the cares of the world dampen the miraculous thrill of creation–a newly discovered caterpillar is worth careful observation.
• We don’t have to be taught how to sin.
• We have to practice good habits or the bad ones take over naturally.
• Stronger faith.
• Patience–every so slowly.
• Sometimes crying just makes it better.
• There is no such thing as too many hugs.
• God’s creativity is mind-blowing.
• Honesty should be tamed before it leaves the mouth.
• No matter how many times I mess up, my Father still loves me.
• A regular routine is a very healthy thing.
• Home is a good place to be.
• Working is the best recipe for peace and contentment.
• You can’t have too many Legos.
• The fewer trips we can make to Wal-Mart, the better.
• Skin color doesn’t make a difference.
• Name brands or brand of car doesn’t either.
• Joyfulness doesn’t depend on my circumstances.
• Heaven is real and we should be excited about going.
• Couch cushions on the floor are just as good as amusement parks.
• You miss a lot when you’re in a hurry.
• Christmas just keeps getting more fun.
• Every single child is completely unique, a fresh thought of God, and brings a joy to my life I would have otherwise missed.
• The most important things on earth are the people in my life–and the older I get, the more important they become.

Slowly, I’m beginning to really see the Kingdom.

Read Part 1 HERE.

Another way our view of children affects the world is that if our thinking about children is not synonymous with His thinking about children, our entire paradigm of parenting is wrong. Did you hear that? We come into parenting with a completely wrong basis for the way we raise our children if we have the wrong view of them. And when the masses are parenting wrongly, we’ve got a mess.

God’s view of children is that they have a purpose.

So what is the purpose of children?

It’s not what the average Christian thinks it is. Children are not for us. That is in the sense that they are not to make us happy or so we can dress them in cute outfits and put them in beauty pageants. And of course there’s nothing wrong with being proud of our children and putting their pictures on Fb. We think they’re adorable and I’m not saying we can’t take pride in our children. But understand, that isn’t their purpose. That’s not why God gives us children.

Spiritual Warfare

One of their purposes—get ready—is to be a weapon in the spiritual battle we are fighting. God said it, not me. The Bible says that we are in spiritual warfare. And children, it says,are given to us as an important tool in the battle. “Like arrows in the hands of a warrior.” There is a very powerful picture in that. And there’s a reason the Bible uses that kind of language in the context of children. I find it interesting what comes next…they will “speak with their enemies.” It doesn’t say, “They will kill their enemies.” The meaning in Hebrew denotes a sense “that they would be distinguished, bring honor to the family, and gratify the heart of the parent, by their valor in defending their city and home.”

Our Spiritual Growth

I say children are not for us, but they are in a different sense. They are for our sanctification and the Lord uses them, I have no doubts, to make us what He wants us to be. I am told often things like, “I don’t have the patience for more than two children”...that’s kind of dangerous thing to say. We really don’t have the liberty to tell God what we can or can’t handle. Think about that from a Christian stand-point…imagine Paul telling God—with all the sacrifice and hardship and torment he was asked to endure–what he did or didn’t have the patience for? It wasn’t about what he felt like he could handle. It was about submitting to the lordship of Christ as a good soldier, come what may. And understanding he might not think he can handle the next thing, but believing God would give the grace needed in the moment it’s needed.

If there’s a woman on the planet who has a patience-deficiency, I”m that woman. I try not to be irritated, but when people say “You must have a ton of patience…” if they only knew the struggle, the crying out to God that I’m not equipped for this–they wouldn’t minimize my struggle with such a careless comment.

It’s not about some special calling on my life; it’s about trusting each day that God will give me the grace to handle what He has given me…are you ready….FOR MY GOOD. And for your good.

Representation of the Church

They are an expansion of the Kingdom and a representation of the church. When God gives children to believers—biologically, through adoption, spiritual children through discipleship, as Paul had, he fully expects that we will inundate them with the gospel—when we rise up, when we lie down, when we walk, when we sit—He fully expects us to make disciples of our “nation” and so it’s the first wave of evangelism God gives to us. In a literal sense, God desires that His Kingdom would increase by the sheer number of children Christian parents have.

I’ve actually had people get offended by this idea. It doesn’t minimize our need to evangelize a lost world. And yet, what is the number one mark of success we give to churches? More people. We get excited when churches start growing, right? We would never turn away a visitor that God sent to our door would we? And rightly so. You know why? The church represents the Bride of Christ. He is our Groom. We are married. In most natural, healthy unions, marriage produces the fruit of children. So when the church grows, it’s natural and normal. It should be growing. That fruitfulness is exemplified, in part, through numbers. And yet family growth is frowned upon. Think for a minute how illogical that is? Why is that? Because we don’t view children the way God does. And I have something to say in part 3 about infertility.

To Bless Us

They are given to us as a blessing. Yes, children were meant to bring us sheer joy. Not without hard work, not without frustrations, not without those days you might want to run away from home…but joy nonetheless. But I’ve noticed that one of the most common things I hear from parents, is, “I can’t handle more than the two.” There seems to be a contradiction between that and God’s claim that they are a blessing. The answer goes back to obedience about how we raise our children. When we have the wrong view, we parent wrongly. When we don’t have a long-term vision, an eternal perspective we parent wrongly, and we actually heap heartache on ourselves, producing children who ARE a burden, rather than a blessing. So we have to do our part, and trust God to do His and embrace our children as a blessing. We also remember that we live in a fallen world where things don’t always go as they should. If a child turns out not to be the kind of blessing you would prefer, look deeper, and see if the blessing is still there, maybe delayed, or maybe in an unexpected place.

When we come to understand that God gives us children into which we are to pour our lives and pass on a legacy of faithfulness, that He gives us children to glorify Himself not as a trophy, that He gives us children because the fruitfulness of marriage speaks to the world about the metaphor of Christ and His church and the intimacy and fruit He desires to give us as a body, when we realize that our children are a mission field that deserve our full attention, then we will have vastly different opinions than those who don’t know the Lord.

When we see them as God sees them, we become parents of soldiers, fully expecting our children to carry the despised cross of Christ into a God-hating culture. What is the purpose of children? What is our purpose? We’re here on business. Don’t we forget that in this cushy, American culture? Yes, we have to go about life on a physical plane. But this isn’t a leisurely stroll through life until we die. We have work to do—we must be about our Father’s business–and understanding the importance of children in that work changes us.

Jesus poured Himself out for a few people every day so they could carry the message of the gospel to the next generation. Can we do any less?

How does God view children? The same way He views you. “I knew you before I formed you.”  “I had a plan for you before you even existed.”

What is the purpose of children? The same purpose you and I have—to proclaim the glory of the One who created us.

Infertility

And to those of you who may be struggling with infertility, I want to encourage you that God has not forgotten you or deemed you unworthy of blessing. There is no righteousness to be found in the number of children one has. There is a supernatural outworking of His purposes in the life of obedience that sometimes looks completely upside down to us. His ways are not our ways, and his thoughts are not our thoughts. Wait for Him. He is for you. Ask Him to show you what His purposes are. Then trust Him. God’s sovereignty is just as important in your life, where He has chosen not to bring children, than in anyone else’s.

Let me share these profound words from Rachel Jancovik about raising children in this culture:

“Motherhood is not a hobby, it is a calling. You do not collect children because you find them cuter than stamps. It is not something to do if you can squeeze the time in. It is what God gave you time for.

Christian mothers carry their children in hostile territory. When you are in public with them, you are standing with, and defending, the objects of cultural dislike. You are publicly testifying that you value what God values, and that you refuse to value what the world values. You stand with the defenseless and in front of the needy. You represent everything that our culture hates, because you represent laying down your life for another—and laying down your life for another represents the gospel.

Our culture is simply afraid of death. Laying down your own life, in any way, is terrifying. Strangely, it is that fear that drives the abortion industry: fear that your dreams will die, that your future will die, that your freedom will die—and trying to escape that death by running into the arms of death.

But a Christian should have a different paradigm. We should run to to the cross. To death. So lay down your hopes. Lay down your future. Lay down your petty annoyances. Lay down your desire to be recognized. Lay down your fussiness at your children. Lay down your perfectly clean house. Lay down your grievances about the life you are living. Lay down the imaginary life you could have had by yourself. Let it go.”

Sometimes motherhood is hard. But just because it’s hard doesn’t mean it’s not worth all my efforts. In fact, precisely because it is hard is one indication it’s exactly where I’m supposed to be. “In this life, you will have trials; but do not lose heart, I have overcome the world.” And my petty trials are very light compared to the people He spoke these words to.

This is exactly where I’m supposed to be. Those little people—the ones who interrupt me, follow me, ask me a thousand questions, make messes, flush things down the toilet—those little people are my disciples, eternal souls of whom I will stand before the Lord and give an account. Being poured out, at the end of the day, is exactly what I’m called to–it’s what we’re all called to. He expects nothing less. But He is faithful who called you, who also will do it.